I've heard about insane-crazy parties here in the past, but there didn't seem to be any social glue holding our crew together last night. We stopped by the Top Shelf Tenth Anniversary party, but I didn't recognize too many people there and the loud music made it almost impossible to carry on decent conversation, so we jetted to a BBQ party in Brooklynn hosted by Chris Hastings.
The weekend's felt a bit weird. I admit that I'm not used to sitting behind a table and selling myself to strangers. UDON stuff sells itself pretty easily to video game/anime fans and I've grown accustomed to that level of interaction with people. The advantage here being that when someone compliments the book or is drawn to it, it's all mine.
Like any large gathering of artists/creators, there's some weird social interactions. Everyone wants to be friends with the popular people and I've seen some really weird behavior from people as they jockey for attention or shy away from it. Don't get me wrong, people have been really nice but sometimes when I mentally stepped back I saw some odd behavior or overheard intense gossip that surprised me. Everyone's putting out their creations and fretting over how everyone else perceives it. They desperately want success and are a bit afraid of other people's success. Things I have to try to avoid (and will definitely stumble with) if I want to create more work on my own.
Okay, packing up and heading to the con.